Hi 5th, also new here still. But not new to Jah. My LOVE for him and Jesus is soooooooo overwelming because, NOW, I know, I fall under His Grace.
I do not live under guilt and you cannot as well, because He loves you and your family that Jesus died for you. Wow.
Had my tubes tied. So what!
The only thing that Jah God is interested in, is, do you accept His Son as YOUR saviour. Yes! then do not worry about displeasing him, because you do not.
Talking to you direct from the Spirit.
Take care. I will pray for you. That is not just a Christian saying. I MEAN IT.